Honestly, it's the idea of all that I've learned and all those things I have loved just... ending. Just going into oblivion. And what if I'm worrying about that, saddened by that, and there is a form of consciousness? I don't mean Heaven... I mean, just continuing without a body. WHAT THEN OMG D:

It's terrifying and obsesses me, ngl.

We need to discuss this over wine. :D