Confession Time...

[rebness]

Ganked from saffronlie, who ganked it from therealycats, this fun meme that may make you hate me. Or make you paranoid. Eh.




I didn’t even think you liked me, let alone want to friend me… so that’s pretty cool.

I think that you think I'm cleverer than I really am. No, wait, I don't... but I do have a lot of faults and perhaps I don't let you see that.

We were what I'd call "close" once, and I'm really not sure what things were directed at me on your list, if any. I hate what happened and wish I could turn back the clock. I can't, so all I can do is do my best to be a true friend to you now.

I will always feel that no matter how good my writing gets, no matter how passionate or clever, it will always trail far behind yours.

I have a lot of respect for you and chatted to you quite frequently on a forum of old, because you are all clever and fun and stuff, and then you disappeared! That's okay... because we share love of a certain city. Damn but now you probably know who you are.

I was really wary of you years ago, because you seemed so smart and aloof and I felt inferior. Now I know you to be very political, euro-centric, and a great person to know. I'm happy to have you on my Friends list.

I couldn't believe how great you are in real life. You're funny and smart and humane, and my respect for you has tripled. I wish we lived nearer.

You're my bestest friend in the entire world, though at one time I came home and told my mum that what I wanted more than anything else was for you to die. I am going to miss you so much when I move away, which means you'd better come visit. *Shakes fist threatingly*

I think you have a killer sense of humour, and hidden depths of perception. I'm not sure why you find me funny, but, hey, I'll run with it.

You I didn't know very well at all up until a week ago or something. I have a new-found respect for you, and wish I had talked to you sooner. You make me laugh, and your loyalty to your friends and morals is humbling.

You scare me somewhat, but I feel like I can at least tread water because you like my writing. Ha!

You and I have always got on, from the moment we first started talking online. I've smacked you and shouted at you and threatened to keeeeeeel you, but you know I don't mean any of that.

Sometimes I feel I've disgraced myself in front of your eyes, that I come across as too angry or unforgiving on some matters.

I'd really like to meet you one day. I'd love to show you around the region where I live and take you for a drink.

I think you secretly understand why colour must be spelt with a U.

When I first came across you in the fandom, I was reluctant to start talking to you as you seemed so... untouchable, part of a writing elite. What I do find you to be now is honest, funny, intelligent and loyal. I wish we had started talking earlier!

I regret not meeting up with you in America. I would have loved to chat!

Your politics are an issue for me, but I enjoy your friendship, your wit, so I try to overlook that.

You’ve let me down in the past, but I would do anything for you. I think you know me better than I know myself sometimes.

When I first met you, I really didn’t think we’d get on. We hardly spoke at all. The next time I saw you, you were so funny and witty and warm that I raved on for days to someone else about what a great person you are.

Comments

[rebness.livejournal.com]

I suppose that's true. I didn't pick as many as twenty for my list-- more just concentrated on a few people. There are two there that relate to you, and neither are of the "who are you?" variety, and the "I once wished you would die" thing definitely isn't. Hee.

I know what you mean, though-- when I see the bad ones, I'm all, "erk... please don't let that be me."

[saffronlie.livejournal.com]

The week thing? I don't know what else.

[rebness.livejournal.com]

No-- the week thing is literal. ;)

[saffronlie.livejournal.com]

Well, that's embarrassing. Forget my guessing; you can just tell me in three days. :p

[rebness.livejournal.com]

You never know if I'm just bluffing or not. It's embarrassing to say nice things to people if it's not anonymous! ;)

[saffronlie.livejournal.com]

Bah! This I know.