Hmpf.

[rebness]

EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING I AM THIRTY. I am constantly having to give friends and relatives the If I died right now, my gravestone would say I was in my twenties rant.

I am not dealing with this well.

I was listening to my favourite trashy song Acceptable in the 80s tonight. My older brother was in the room.

See, he'll do things for you if you were born in the eighties, the eighties.


Me: Hey, Paul! Calvin Harris doesn't have hugs for you.
Paul: He barely has hugs for you.
Me: HE DOES! HE DOES! TWO WHOLE YEARS OF HUGS 


This is unbearable. I obviously need counselling. D: 

Comments

[rebness.livejournal.com]

Aww, thank you. <33

I just have such a problem with death and age in geneal and it seems to be getting worse. I think it's taken over from my generalised anxiety into something much more fun.

If I can stay wrinkle-free for a bit longer, I'll be fine. *moisturises like whoah*

[moon-chylde.livejournal.com]

I just have such a problem with death and age in general and it seems to be getting worse.

This is a BIG problem with me, and yes, it's getting worse too. I find myself dwelling on it more and more, and I'm not a dweller by nature. It just really bothers me to think that I'm not going to be around forever, that I am going to cease. to. exist!!! I've always thought that is one thing that brought on my major fascination with vampires.

Wow, can I BE any more morbid? ugh

Anyway, I will agree with the others here, that after I got over *turning* 30, the 30s are great. You're fully an adult and usually entering your top of the game of life (to me that's 30s, 40s, 50s).

[rebness.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to see someone who knows what this feeling is like, though of course I'm sorry you're also going through it.

It keeps me awake at night sometimes, you know? The idea that all I've lived and learned just... disappears. That all those I love just disappear. I try to convince myself of a heaven, some form of afterlife, but I just can't. :(

I think this may also have been what drew me to vampires!

But yes, here's to the thirties and beyond and hopefully more adventure while I am here!